These last few weeks have been a rollercoaster ride of emotions. There have been tears, tantrums and general feelings of anger and stress. It's been a long few weeks, filled with university essay deadlines looming, arguments with friends and a messed up sleeping cycle. All of this contributed to my unwillingness to sit down and create good content that people wanted to read and engage with.
Cue a few weeks later and my university essay has been handed in, marked and guess what? I passed. I've realised arguments with people come and go and i'm trying not to let it get to me too much, after all things will work themselves out if they're meant to and it's all part of growing up and learning who other people are as well as yourself.
As for my sleeping cycle, i've found myself awake at 1am and struggling to sleep and i don't know why. It got so bad that i ended up having a 4 hour nap in the middle of the evening yesterday and was still tired a few hours after. I do love sleep, but that's just crazy.
If anything, these last few weeks have made me realise that i need to look after me and by doing so, i'll be more inspired to write. My blog used to be a place where i could write and take myself away from work or stress and i feel like i've lost that lately. I haven't checked up on comments or even managed to schedule any posts on social media.
But here's to the next few weeks, to getting back on track and enjoying my blog again.
I'm still here & i'm coming back.