It's been 17 days since i wrote and posted something on my blog. For me, that's a long time. I'm usually itching to write about everything and anything that i plan in advance and enjoy spending time creating posts and immersing myself in the blogging world. Unfortunately, i hadn't been feeling like myself this week for various reasons.
I started my weekend off lovely, travelling to see an old friend and having a wonderful time. Things like that make me hugely nostalgic and i find myself feeling sad afterwards, like it was the last time i would see someone. Coupled with the fact that i spent my 3 days off thinking i had done something wrong at work left me feeling super anxious - something i had never really felt before. I mean, i had felt anxious but not as much as this. I was on edge and felt like i could cry all the time, even when people were telling me everything was going to be okay and that i was overthinking things.
Today, i pretty much got everything off my chest. Had a little cry, talked about the issues that were bothering me and i finally felt a great weight lift off my shoulders. It even inspired me to write again, even if it isn't the type of post i would usually write. I never thought i would let things get to me as much as i have done but hey, we all have ups and downs, right?
I think getting back to work and into a routine will help and learning to focus on the things that make me happy. I don't want to take things or people for granted anymore and i want to learn to love life again. After all, this brand new haircut deserves a happy face to go with it. I'm ready to blog again.
Welcome Back, Little Lady.